♥ Karma ♥

i guess when karma catches up with you it bites you in more ways than one. with all the bad shit that i've done in this world, it's no wonder i can't find a good thing or best friend in my life. oh well, at least i have my kids. these days i don't know what to do with myself anymore. it's been so long since i've blogged on here. i think i'm going to call it my own private diary for now. a place where i can keep all my thoughts and log them right where i want them. i may want to read them again some day.

it's not the beginning of next year yet. but i think i may be dreading it. time is flying by so quickly and there's still many things i need to fix in my life. it's like i'm not even getting a chance to do a damn thing with it.

i don't know. we'll see i guess. until next time.

♥

♥ Tongue Piercing ♥

It is now official. It wasn't meant to be. I knew it all along. The piercer wouldn't pierce my tongue. He says that I am one of the few people that have these veins in the middle that are too close together. It sucks, but I'm now moving onto the next best thing .... I'm going to get my lip pierced next week.

♥ Kissed ♥

The wind kissed the cloud
The cloud kissed the raindrop
The raindrop kissed the bird
The bird kissed the worm
The worm kissed the mud
The mud kissed the little boy
The little boy kissed the girl
The girl kissed the butterfly
The butterfly kissed the wind

.... and so on ♥

♥ Ultraviolet Malfunction ♥

Forgive me
I know I am broken
If it desires you
I may relieve you of my existence
Request for my disappearance
If it may please you
Whatever you wish

But I do not wish to hear
Your rants & your raves
Please do not squall about
Just swallow me for what I am
For what I have become

Devour my innocence
At least what I have left of it
Believe what beats within
For some day, I may kick the bucket

♥ Apple Tree ♥

Girls are like
apples on trees. The best
ones are at the top of the tree.
The boys don't want to reach for
the good ones because they are afraid
of falling and getting hurt. Instead, they
just get the rotten apples from the ground
that aren't as good, but easy. So the apples
at the top think something is wrong with
them, when in reality, they're amazing.
They just have to wait for the right
boy to come along, the one
who's brave enough
to climb
all the way
to the top
of the tree.

~ Anonymous ~

♥ He ♥

♥ DJ ♥ Friend ♥ Lover ♥ Father ♥
•● He is my Rock ●•
•● He is my better half ●•
•● He is my best friend forever ●•

We've had our ups and downs together,
in sunny, cloudy, rainy, weather.
I love you ... do not fret.
Don't ever forget.
♥ TiLy4E ♥
♥