i guess when karma catches up with you it bites you in more ways than one. with all the bad shit that i've done in this world, it's no wonder i can't find a good thing or best friend in my life. oh well, at least i have my kids. these days i don't know what to do with myself anymore. it's been so long since i've blogged on here. i think i'm going to call it my own private diary for now. a place where i can keep all my thoughts and log them right where i want them. i may want to read them again some day.
it's not the beginning of next year yet. but i think i may be dreading it. time is flying by so quickly and there's still many things i need to fix in my life. it's like i'm not even getting a chance to do a damn thing with it.
i don't know. we'll see i guess. until next time.